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subways here on friday afternoon are perfect only for your bloody new converse, well, if you want a pair of those grungy dirty sneakers, which makes you go back to the wonderful early 90's.
anywayz, you can say it's a zhuangBility-ish entry, huh wtf, i don't even care since you still call it a kind of aBility. today i just feel like writing in english to... to simply practice english, or whatever i just can't tell.

the sun decided to be lazy in the past two weeks and with the gloomy days gone today i still can't get high spirit. i'm kind of wondering, wondering has become a homework i do almost every day. this morning, i'm wondering how is a tomboy rebellious inside turning into a sensitive quiet girl. where's all those dreams on adventures gone? it's like i'm living a life that i once thought i would never bear, that is i do enjoy sitting in those small rooms and reading, for which you may call me a nerd. but it is true. maybe it's the stories in the books that disillusioned me making me think i'd never live a life like this like that and had better be dumb for good.
random thoughts.

p.s.i miss those middle school years when i was listening to bikini kill pretending to be a rebel girl. haha, nice old days.

BG music:
Bikini Kill - Rebel Girl

天气是有了春天的兆头，昨天立春了。我又走了很多路。我越来越爱走路了，哪怕是下错公交车站好几站路，也会乐此不疲地走回家。山寨一下Bob Dylan，how many roads must a woman walk down before they call her a woman?
大家过年都还好吧？拜晚年了~年味是怎么都没小时候足了，但走亲访友放炮仗坚果吃吃兜马路还算乐滋滋过了个年的，只是面对2字打头的年龄始终耿耿于怀。听说元宵节那天还会下雨，不过拉兔子灯都是十几年前的事情了，坏天气对小孩子们更有破坏力吧。
不管怎样，冬天快点过去吧。我比以往都要期待春天的到来。

搬家的前一晚，我打开左边的抽屉，很多颜料都已经干了。已经很久没有画画了，6、7了年吧？想到这个多少有点伤心。我们一路走来，丢掉了多少东西？


bg music:
the pogues - dirty old town
我一听到dream这个词就想落泪。不好意思，琼瑶阿姨了

最后征人同去 http://www.douban.com/event/10455908/ 有意者请速联系！时间大约在春季。

vegan and vintage。我没那么范儿，那么就都semi一下下。
让我能够在明年初春的时候穿得上uniqlo 24号的skinny而不觉得肚子这里就要爆炸。
按豆瓣上的说法快点把自己给被包办出去，不能辜负了国家的婚姻法呀~~~

你可以全当是笑话看以上的三样。因为

其实眼下我最想要的不外乎是一张漂亮的成绩单以及全家人的健康幸福。
07年纠结的东西到了08年的尾巴尖上已经不那么重要了。我要做的是好好把握现在，因为已经进入传说中的双十年华，按母亲大人的算法，过了年都要22了，是男的都到法定年龄了（汗我怎么就想着这个）。没有明确的要早点明确，明确了的要少说多做昂首挺胸大步向前。

背景音乐是gillian welch的no one knows my name。套用马尔克斯老人家的话，许多年以前我并不知道多年以后自己会喜欢上这样一个一点都不年轻的声音。多年以前，我在那摇头晃脑地干着什么呢？多年以后，我会干什么呢？









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